Today I'd Microwave practical at 8am. I wake up at 4:50 am. I did not complete report yesterday. I collected Forhad's report yesterday night. I went to BUET and got the report and photocopy for today's exam. It is not true that I can not write report by my own, But i don't. May be I don't enjoy it. Actually what i actually enjoy is not discovered by me yet. I Don't do what i suppose to do. I don't do what i suppose to do. I'm just misusing my time and i know I'm gonna repent one day.
It's not like, i can not change the world. I should be more determinant and sly.
I should work in more planned way. I should find out nonproductive works and should stop doing that. If that's not gonna possible in a day or two, then it's better we take gradual deduction policy like Sara has exorcised on me.

You should take decision on how to tackle that. You should not expect you gonna win over a girl when her motivation is different than you. It's not gonna work, how much you love her now or she, if you don't be with her for 1 months or two, she will forget you.
Here comes the saying, LOVE ME LOVE MY DOG.
Certainly she does not love you as much you love her.
But Just answer me, do you really love her.
Is that a love or just your rigidness to oppress or dominant your love.
If you love her, set her free, if she was your she certainly will be back to you. If she is not, you should not lament for her.

Now tell me what benefit you gonna get by attempting GRE on 10th February.?
Will you get chance to some lucrative American university with the late GRE?
You can try next year, it's very late. And be judicious if you really love her.
Jolly was correct when she remarked that, you want some oily friends around you.
All you want that your friends envy you.
And that's only reason you are so strict to her.
You better leave her alone. Over one year, you have just dreamed a unrealizable dream.
You can not build castle in the air.
You can not change their culture with just a blow.
You should admit that and should moderate your works accordingly.